Be still my heart and rest. What has awakened you? Tis only the crashing of waves that you hear. They match the rhythm of the heart and the fury that is present there. Even while basking in paradise there is an oasis of resentment that feeds my soul. It vanishes before my probing thoughts and dances away from my examination. How frustrating it is to lose control of your own thoughts and yet I do each time I close my eyes to the reality of this world… until reality awakens me. I curse her name as she shakes my shoulder and presents the same Sun in the sky.